La Calma

Falling apart
I forget about reactions,
Desperate search
For someone's hand
Time's fractions
Dig into me
Stay deep within
I wonder how I clean
The mirror that shows the path
Towards the start
I grasp, I gasp
And drown in Emotion's rivers
In my built-up reality,
There-s no road called heart.
The hunt for sunrises
Lasted for years
The hunt for warmth
Oh, even more.
In the lost & found
If you ever happen to find me
Don't squint, don't blink,
Pass by.